This is a picture of my beautiful mum and I.. with a crazy snapchat filter to help mask the uncomfortableness we have around just being ourselves and seeing our beauty as we are.. I mean to some extent we are just playing around, but I am so used to my mum commenting and thinking she looks terrible in pictures that I have to try to make it fun or use a filter for her to partake more often than not.
When I did my first online course with The Quantum Journey based in Queensland in September last year it involved a zoom call twice a week.. it was super confronting on the first few calls as I was never a fan of having to look at myself and I really had push through the anxiety of seeing myself how the world saw me.. after feeling the fear and doing it anyway it became easier and easier to show up for.. I also began to understand that we all had to push through that feeling and so we were not alone.. through being brave enough to take part in that and show up for myself in that container/sacred space I became less and less self conscious and began to truly accept that I am what I am.. I am Love.. I am Light.. I am that I am!!
Now I am deep diving on a journey of awakening, activating, aligning and adventuring to find my true authentic self and my soul path.. because of this I have had a shift around the word fear.. fear to me is my friend.. fear reminds me that I have an opportunity to learn and grow.. without fear life would be stagnant and uncreative.. fear alerts me to the fact that I am entering into unchartered territory and that it is only false evidence appearing real.. I believe that my common sense will alert me to real danger and that fear simply alerts me of a chance to move out of my comfort zone.. think of it this way.. if you where about to do a bungy jump you would feel fearful because you knew you could do the jump and be safe.. if you did not have the bungy rope attached to your legs you wouldn't feel the fear you would just choose not to jump as your common sense would tell you that you wont survive.. so yes I embrace any fear that comes up in me.. and these days I am working on that being less and less now that I am learning to love myself.. back myself.. believe I am guided and protected.. I am aligned in flow and I am ABUNDANCE!!
I want to honor Paul for creating this container and holding space for our authentic expression and reflection.. what a gift.. I encourage you also to venture out of hiding.. this space is safe.. allow it to assist you in connecting with your true self and the powers that be whatever they are to you.. God / The Universe / Source / Gia / The Angels / Your Ancestors / Your Higher Self / Your Soul.. whatever the name know you are never alone.. we are all one.. we are powerful.. we are wise.. I am you and you are me.. In Lak'ech!
