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WEEK 11 - PRECIOUS & OBJECT
In Week 11 - 2.4.22
Melissa
Apr 09, 2022
Two fat ladies 88, unlucky for some 13 and I think you get the picture that we are on the same page.. bring back bingo haha!! Well the above meme really left me no option to pair up my car and my favorite material belonging.. 1974 Chrysler Valiant Ranger.. I bought her back in 2005 and only just sold her late last year.. need I say it was a huge decision and a teary AF day.. when I was in seventh form one of my closest friends had an older brother who had an old Ford Falcon Station Wagon with a bench seat in the front.. we used to steal it and pile heaps of us girls in and go to the mount to do 'laps' lol.. we had SOO fun so I vowed that I would save up and get an old wagon to be able to continue the tradition.. I have SOO many treasured memories and experiences with her even though she is an inanimate object she certainly could bring life to the party.. I religiously took her to car shows like Kumeu Classic Car show and Beach Hop every year.. she was a Wedding Car for my Best Friends Sam and Steve.. took my friends kids to their School Balls.. even a Funeral Car for my friends younger brother.. so she certainly become a very treasured part of my life.. there was a time in my life where I thought that I would end up with a massive shed full of all sorts of these old cars.. 1966 Cadillac coupe deVille and a 1956 Chevrolet Belair sedan oh and my favourite of all 1966 Lincoln Continental.. Now sadly with the uncertainty of where the fuel supply and costs, vehicle values and safeguarding the investment.. I made the call that I was best to invest into precious metals that I am pretty certain are going to sky rocket in my lifetime vs metals that will always be slowly rusting and require further investment to maintain the original one.. one can only live in hope that the shed full of imaculate classic cars may be written into my timeline but for now I am going to be far happier with a glass house that big instead and full of plants lol!!
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WEEK 11 - PRECIOUS & OBJECT
In Week 11 - 2.4.22
Melissa
Apr 09, 2022
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WEEK 3 - HIDING & FEAR
In Week 3 - 5.2.22
Melissa
Feb 10, 2022
This is a picture of my beautiful mum and I.. with a crazy snapchat filter to help mask the uncomfortableness we have around just being ourselves and seeing our beauty as we are.. I mean to some extent we are just playing around, but I am so used to my mum commenting and thinking she looks terrible in pictures that I have to try to make it fun or use a filter for her to partake more often than not. When I did my first online course with The Quantum Journey based in Queensland in September last year it involved a zoom call twice a week.. it was super confronting on the first few calls as I was never a fan of having to look at myself and I really had push through the anxiety of seeing myself how the world saw me.. after feeling the fear and doing it anyway it became easier and easier to show up for.. I also began to understand that we all had to push through that feeling and so we were not alone.. through being brave enough to take part in that and show up for myself in that container/sacred space I became less and less self conscious and began to truly accept that I am what I am.. I am Love.. I am Light.. I am that I am!! Now I am deep diving on a journey of awakening, activating, aligning and adventuring to find my true authentic self and my soul path.. because of this I have had a shift around the word fear.. fear to me is my friend.. fear reminds me that I have an opportunity to learn and grow.. without fear life would be stagnant and uncreative.. fear alerts me to the fact that I am entering into unchartered territory and that it is only false evidence appearing real.. I believe that my common sense will alert me to real danger and that fear simply alerts me of a chance to move out of my comfort zone.. think of it this way.. if you where about to do a bungy jump you would feel fearful because you knew you could do the jump and be safe.. if you did not have the bungy rope attached to your legs you wouldn't feel the fear you would just choose not to jump as your common sense would tell you that you wont survive.. so yes I embrace any fear that comes up in me.. and these days I am working on that being less and less now that I am learning to love myself.. back myself.. believe I am guided and protected.. I am aligned in flow and I am ABUNDANCE!! I want to honor Paul for creating this container and holding space for our authentic expression and reflection.. what a gift.. I encourage you also to venture out of hiding.. this space is safe.. allow it to assist you in connecting with your true self and the powers that be whatever they are to you.. God / The Universe / Source / Gia / The Angels / Your Ancestors / Your Higher Self / Your Soul.. whatever the name know you are never alone.. we are all one.. we are powerful.. we are wise.. I am you and you are me.. In Lak'ech!
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WEEK 3 - HIDING & FEAR
In Week 3 - 5.2.22
Melissa
Feb 10, 2022
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